adek...
along nak sangat jumpa adek..banyak mende along nk cite kt adek...along try call adek, tp x dapat..along message, x delivered...adek pegi mana?? adek da x sayang along ke?? :'(
kalau adek kt tempat along sekarang, mesti adek fhm kenapa along bnyk diam..along kt tengah2 adek..susah along nk adapt the situation...terus terang along cakap, along still rasa xselesa lau along jumpa ayah..along tau, along berdosa ng ayah..lepas ayah ng umi cerai dulu, along xpernah jumpa ayah..along jumpa pn masa ayah kahwin ng mak...then along jumpa ayah kt kuantan medical centre..masa tu mak bersalin..that time along happy sgt sbb along dapat adek...tp lepas pd hr tu, along da x jumpa ayah even along kt raub sekali pun..12 tahun along tak pernah jumpa ayah... :'(
then last year, along dapat berita arwah mak nazak kt hospital..umi pujuk along pergi hospital..mula2 memang along x nak pergi..tapi umi pesan kt along,
" cuba along buang ego along, fikir tentang luqman.."
" umi tahu along susah nk terima keadaan ni..tapi kali ni je umi mintak....kita pergi hospital ye..untuk luqman"
x pe lah..kali ni jeq...along pergi gak hospital...sampai hospital bila along tengok adek, along sedih sgt2...along x leh nak cakap perasaan along masa 2...lama along cari adek...that time baru along dapat jumpa adek...along dapat jumpa adek when you are in 15 years old...you saw me..you came & hug me...akhir nya impian along nak jumpa adek, ALLAH s.w.t. makbulkan...that time semua de...wan, mak ngah, acu even ayah pn ada...adek ckp kt along
"along jgn balek ea..teman adek..."
along dah x leh thn..along menangis bile adek ckp cm 2..that day sampai hari mak meninggal, along ng adek ada dekat ng mak...nasib baik adek sempat jumpa mak..kita lupakan tentang mak seketika...
hari raya thn lepas akan along ingat sampa bila2..kita sambut hari raya sama2 buat pertama kali....walaupun mak dah x ada, tp kita happy gak masa tu...along lah orang paling gembira sangat2...sebab adek ada sama ng along...adek ingat x, masa kita wat cake choclate lps balik dari terawikh? hehehehe
adek mintak along buatkan sebab adek suka sangat cake choclate....kita buat sampai tertidur kt dapur...umi bangun sahur pagi 2, baru umi kejutkan... :)
adek, kalaulah adek dapat baca blog along ni...
along janji dengan adek, insyALLAH kalau along da kerja, kedudukan along dah stabil, along nak adek tinggal dengan along...kita duduk sama2..along nak jaga adek lepas ni...along nak adek membesar depan mata along sendiri...
adek nak tau impian along?
along selalu berdoa, if 1 day kita dapat pergi bercuti sama2... :) kita pergi all over the world & yang paling penting along nak masak makanan kegemaran adek...adek cakap jeq, adek nak makan apa..along buatkan..
this post specially for you..my lovely adek....luqman afif
along proud that you are my brother...
my hero & love: MUHAMMAD LUQMAN AFIF B. ZULKIFLI
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